heart

i'm back...
totally i want to be change aldy ...
but so had to change ...i hate myself...have heart but no power..
GODsay..if u think u have a lot time to prepare your 2moro totally u are fail cause time is no wait 4 u...
time will go on too ...now near STPM left 8 month...i'm still standing here.
how bout my future ???0 life meaning or just simple life...???no ppl know just GOD know ....
maybe is time to ready to face my future ...i still have time 8 month ...8 month no long too also no short...
i want to change my life...simple life is no belong to me...i want wonderful life ...
GOD can u bless me ?give me chance to change my future?
study , confidence , strong , overcome difficulties , love , all i need to learn.....
Gg.^^